
photo (c) 2006 by DKF
And night after night I
sit here alone,
playing my guitar and
singing my songs,
hoping to hear Your voice
singing along, but
all I hear is
the traffic outside my window.
And sometimes it seems like You’re
a million miles away and I’ll
never greet the day
that I’m not hungry anymore.
I just wish I could
feel Your kiss,
and gaze into your eyes,
and see your loving smile
and dance.
He replied, "You of little faith, why are you so afraid?" Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm."
-- Matthew 8:23-26 (NIV)
So often, what seems like a "furious storm" is happening all around me and I get scared and I panic. Do I need to panic? Not at all... Because I know Jesus is just a shout away. But do I remember this and seek His aid? Sometimes I cry out to Jesus immediately, but it is more likely for me to retreat into myself and operate in panic mode until the "Jesus light bulb" turns on in my head. It makes me sad to think that my actions might grieve the heart of God.